Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice.
it's prolly a little embarrassing but is it bad that i have already begun to think about new years resolutions? i think i want to make like a yearly overview of goals but then make goals for each month. at work a bunch of the gang are trying to do the Seinfeld or Frazier chain and that to me honestly isn't my cup of tea.
there are so many goals i set as a child and a teenager that i am not hitting. after julian for a while there i felt like my spark left and i was just existing. i let go of a lot, my health, my weight and my mind to a certain degree. lately i've got that spark back. i want more. i want things to change. and after julian, i know i can make things change. this move to a new place is a big deal for me. i want change. i want so much more lately. i'm motivated. are you?